The sun really does rise twice!

Another evening in Hawaii. One of many less eventful ones to come! My husbands a stranger who disappeared from my life and my best friend, partner and all around pal is six years old. I started this new workout that makes me feel more than I have ever felt in years. Enough bitching, the evidence points toward boredom...if that spelled correctly. Unwavering, unyielding yearning and a desire to see the sun rise twice..to know that it is merely perception and that life is more than what it seems. What in the world must God, the individual great minds and I must be thinking. Emptiness and shallows thoughts do not cloud the love I feel for art, music, romance and life. Where am I going with this all...I am unsure...or rather I'm just not sure yet.